random thoughts.

Some more things that I was thinking about...

Just a warning this is going to go of in random tangents.

why is it that a girl can never just be friends with a guy, without the whole year thinking they are going out?

See, to me, this seems a bit stupid.

Cos i have so many guy friends, that i must be some kind of serial bigamist according to some twats.

And another thing...

I should feel really happy at the moment.

Because even if i feel a bit sick, worse things have happened...right?

I mean, I haven't got a lethal virus (i hope) and i have food, so I'm not gonna starve.

But here i am feeling really sorry for myself for no apparent reason. 

Its not like i should be depressed.

Sooooo many good things are right in my life.

My parents are neither divorced, nor likely to get divorced.

I haven't been to a funeral in about 6 months.

My bezzie is really happy, therefore je suis also tres bon.

I have dropped loads of weight, and am nearly at my target weight.

None of my friends are unhappy (if you are...WHY HAVEN'T YOU TOLD ME ALREADY!!!)

I am not horribly disfigured, or anything...

See when you listen to the news....I just think...How desensitised is our generation?

You hear a newsreader talking about the death toll in the Gaza strip.

But then every one's talking about Jonathan Ross coming back.

WHERE IS THE FUCKING SENSE?

People die every single second.

I hate that fact.

"Every time you click your fingers, someone just died"

I guess I'm just a pessimist.

I always see the bad things.

I wish i didn't though.

Just thinking back...although i haven't known him that long, i don't think Ive ever seen Greg angry or upset.

I don't know if that's cos he doesn't get upset or cos it doesn't show.

But i hope its not the latter.

ALSO.

I'd just like to say.

whoever you are.

I don't care if you're a stranger.

If you have a problem share it with me.

Cos i find helping other people helps me for some strange reason.

So yeah.

I don't care what its about.

Could be anything.

I will try my best to help.

And even though I'm really stupid,

I'm actually quite good at listening and helping apparently.

So give it a try.

I wont tell.

PROMISE.

One more thing.

If I die tomorrow.

I'll miss you.

And yes i would take a bullet for you, so don't think I'm lying. Cos I'm not. :)