miserable.

I hate living so far away...

I mean it wouldn't be so bad, but unfortunately for me, my parents still think i'm 7 years old.

Seriously, I must be the only 15 year old to have never gone on a bus on their own.

I mean...FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!

Its not like i'm gonna get fucking kidnapped or raped!

And I hardly ever get to go out with my mates.

It really wouldn't surprise me if they just stopped bothering to ask, cos i can never go anyway.

This is the conversation I had with my mother yesterday...

Me: Can I possibly go to park tomorrow with ellen and that?

Mum: No. 

Me: Ok, thats what I thought.

Mum: Then why did you bother asking? It was pretty pointless.

Me:It wouldn't have hurt to ask.

Mum: Well there was no point bothering.

Me:

See, that is my point.

Its not like i'm some crazy, drug-addicted, crack whore for fucks sake.

It just pisses me off.

I miss everyone.

Hopefully the snow will go away, so i can actually see some people.

x