I'm how the fuck I am.
You want me to change, you can fuck the hell off, alright?
For Christs sake.
Yes, I say a C and a B in English is shit.
Deal.
I have better expectations than you, clearly.
Its not my fault I'm cleverer than you.
So seriously, fuck right off.
And I don't care if I look like Lily from behind.
She's a really nice girl acctually.
But I guess some people still can't see through appearences still.
And just because you only just noticed I wear my hair like that sometimes, doesn't mean I havn't before.
So fuck off.
I'm bored of being friends with you.
You're always the fucking same.
Lighten up.
The effort is too great.
I don't fit in anywhere.
I've learnt not to care.
Now I guess, I just learnt not to bother trying.
So don't expect a smile anytime soon.

i have no idea who this is aimed at, and i dont care.
ReplyDeleteIgnorance is bliss:)
i expect a smile soon, please?
:)
Its aimed at me.
ReplyDeleteHannah, i gave up along time ago.
And, you know i walked off because i wanted to talk to someone else? I'm not so pathetic that someone getting a better grade than me is enough to make me go off in a huff, i have mates who regularly do this.
Also. the fact you looked like lilly from behind isn't my fault and wasn't an attack on her, she's nice.
i know you think your to cool for me, so don;t worry.
go on, pick out my spelling mistakes.
And that right there just shows you tbh.
ReplyDeleteYou really are very conceited.
Yes most of this is aimed at you.
But not all of it.
Don;t ever fool yourself into thinking that your so important.
And also, So you decided to walk away to talk to someone else, whilst muttering insults under your breath, when some of us actually have senses sharp enough to still hear.
And anyway Jazz, I can't tell you from about 50 other people from the back, but i've never really felt the need to say that to you.
And Jazz, I don't think I'm too cool for you.
You're the one who acts like they have their head stuck up so far their fucking arse.
I don't think I can actually remember the last nice thing you said to me.
Even when you attempt to compliment me, you can't quite manage it without sticking an insult in there somewhere.
Oh yeah and by the way, having short hair would make you look like a man. Although being honest thats not so difficult, is it?
Your so mature.
ReplyDeleteYer, i knew the last bit wasnt aimed at me.
Also, not meaning to put her in the firing line, but it was actually ellen who said you looked like lily from behind...She only said it because she had made that genuine mistake.. its not meant to be against you. its was just an obsevation that i agreed with..
Also. i'm not suprised you can't its not as if i'm distinctive in anyway.
I wasn't muttering insults under my breath actually, and if i was it was probbably 'for fucks sake' because, yes hannah it does get tiring being thick especially when everyone around you is getting better marks with ease, but thats not my point.
Yer, and remind me how i do this...you make me sound like i think i'm gods gift which, to be honest i'm obviously not.
And with the nice thing...you know we have jokes about that, you refer to me as Gay for gods sake, so don't even try and turn that one on me! And yer, i did when we where shopping i complimentesd most of those dresses, and yer i might throw in a joke, but u and i both know i don't mean it, so don't act hurt. You and i have both come under much more offensive stuff than that.
Also, yer i know it would.
Har har, thats an original comment, yes i look like a man, ofc...
Hannah, just a away, i don't want to argue with you and tbh i don't care. I'd given up on our 'friendship' ages ago.
What does it even matter.
And tbh ' dont fit in anywhere'??
wtf? You so do and you know it.
Why do you need to post this on a blog?
So everyone can see it?
o.
Um Jazz since when were you anymore mature than me?
ReplyDeleteYou have panic attacks about being with one guy more thatn 6 months.
Thats hardly grown-up, no?
And the difference between you and ellen is that she wasn't being spiteful.
Which is your most prominent characteristic.
And I think you'll find you said "fucking bitch".
Again, I repeat, Its not my fault I'm cleverer than you.
Its not like I walked into your house when you were a baby and dropped you on your head to kill as many brain cells as possible.
I've never ever had a go at anyone who was better at anything than me.
I've never been pissed off at you for being better at art than me.
Or ellen for being able to sing.
Or Rosie for being able to dance.
Whats the point jazz?
Its not like it can change anything ffs.
Jasmine, you're the most judgmental person I have ever met.
If I do something the slightest bit whorish, you act like I'm a fucking prostitute, And yet you can't get over bragging about giving your boyfriend a hand-job.
Grow up for christs sake.
And Jazz, everyone knows that you're serious when you insult me.
About everyone of our mutual friends has commented on this to me.
"most of those dresses" yeah jazz the dresses, not me.
"oh thats a nice dress".
thats not exactly "hannah, that looks nice on you" which is what ellen says, and i say to you (replacing the Hannah with Jasmine ofc)
You knew it would?
And yet you insisted on asking everyone about 10 times?
Slightly pathetic.
And the reason I use that insult is because its the easiest to annoy you.
I may act like a dumb blonde, but frankly I have a longer memory than people think.
And we never had a 'friendship'. Don't be ridiculous.
It was more like a mutual hatred.
And Jazz, why the hell do you think I can never bear being with one group of friends for more than a week?
Most people have been friends with their "group" for the whole time they've been at BMS.
I mean yeah, its my fault.
I'm too loud for your group (greg,ellen,parve,freddie,hutty etc etc.)
But I'm too quiet for others (Coley, Labo, Priiya etc)
So you tell me where the hell I fit in.
And I posted the blog because I wanted to express my opinion.
You're the one who replied, knowing full well it would result in an argument.
Fine Ok Hannah.
ReplyDeleteWhat exactly do you want?
So, your a better, more mature person than me, and you don't fit in anywhere.
And you don't like me.
Is that everything?
Can i get on with life now?
Oh you could have got on with life before even starting this.
ReplyDeleteYou're the one who wanted everyone to know that it was directed at poor old you.
And no, thats not everything.
But I think I've said enough already.
I'm sure you have revision to be doing.
And as to what I want, I want many things.
But none are within your power to give.
And I neither wish nor require your help to get what I want.
Well that was pointlessly long winded
ReplyDeletenot to mention pointlessly pointless
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ReplyDeletewoooooooooooooooooooooo. it was gettin heated up here
Ok. Im sure i shouldnt say anything cos some of this may be my fault and i may make things wose, but:
ReplyDeletehanna, you have made new friends so you dont have to stick to one group. BUT make sure you dont forget who ur old friends are and dont change urself for ur new friends.
And jazz, Hanna isnt cleverer than you just better at english. Also short hair wouldnt work cos uve got a long face, not cos u'd look like a man.
And both of you dont pretened you hate each other because you have dont this so many time and you all ways forgive each other.
I swear my grandmother woud'knock ur heads together, because its a quicker way to hurt each other'!
Now both breath, and please dont hate me! xx
PS what did rammy say that u delted???
Lol. I don't hate her. This happens over and over again.
ReplyDeleteYer, i know i'd look silly, i'd never have the guts too anyway.
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ReplyDeleteLOL.
ReplyDeleteSee what you mean.
Thatt was funny.
Mann, we should do this more often.
Makes life so much more interesting.